Letting Go Is Never Easy..

Monday morning on my way to work I got a call from my mom. Its never a good sign when she calls me that early, i knew something was wrong. She told me my uncle was found dead; he died in his sleep. I was in shock, I couldn't believe it (actually I still can't believe it) my favorite uncle- the one who damn near raised me.. hes gone. I am really devistated about the loss, although I havent cried; it really hurts like hell! I know I have to be strong for my aunt (his wife) she is taking it very hard. I pray God mends her broken heart, and gives her a peace of mind, and strength to pull her life back together. The funeral is this Friday and I'm very nervous, I hope I can continue to be strong because my family needs me and counts on me for support. Im really going to miss him, I'm going to miss him so so much, "Letting Go Is Never Easy" its heartbreaking. I keep thinking to myself; Man! he was so young to lose his life, and that really scares me. It makes me want to go and experience life; all that i can. It makes me want to eat healthier and exercise more. It makes me want to stop stressing because stress kills. It makes me want to enjoy spending time with my friends and love ones. It makes me want to stop taking life for granted!! I know everyone's days are numbered here on earth, I want to live life before my life is over. I want be an inspiration to others. When I die I want to be remembered for the good things I've done and the fun times I've shared with people.