I've Fallen Off The Wagon..

Here it is only February and I have already fallen off the wagon. I'm really disappointed in myself. I have not followed thru with any of my New Year Resolutions. What is my deal???? I have not been eating healthy... much less even thinking about hitting the gym. I still have not found a hobby nor have I picked up a book... Am I hopeless?? I'm not gonna give up just yet, I think I can still manage to at least accomplish 3 of these goals. I dont know why I am having such a hard time with this, I need discipline and motivation. I have decided to start off slow, starting tonight (Day # 1) I am going to the gym. For the next few weeks I plan to squeeze 3 nights of working out into my schedule and also I'm gonna sit down and write up a healthy menu, so that way all my meal are planned out. I figure if I get into a routine of working out; eating healthy will probabaly be a whole lot easier, because I will be more cautious of what I eat. I think this will really work for me, I've gotta start somewhere.. right?